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Terr, amo bash sen\u2019 p\u00ebrpos territ nuk po shoh.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I boj edhe nja dy hapa, e do drita t\u2019kalt\u00ebrta fillojn\u00eb me i bo shoqni prezenc\u00ebs tem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tu ec\u00eb edhe pak, dritat e kalt\u00ebrta u nal\u00ebn. Po \u2018get u nal rryma, thash vet me veti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eh qitash ia nisi me m’fry pak tybe… Kalun nja tridhjet\u00eb sekonda e sen\u2019 nuk pajsha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Di\u00e7ka filloi me livrit\u00eb e meta n’at\u00eb ven\u2019, du\u2019r\u00eb e k\u00e2m\u2019\u00eb mu dridhshin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Krrup-krrup, po i nij do hapa\u2026 Nashta more po bjen bor\u00eb, thash vet me veti, po hi\u00e7 tybe, \u2018kush nuk ma varke. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve\u00e7 Zoti e dreqnet e dijn ku m’kan v\u2019nu; po, jo more se Zotin s\u2019po e perzij n\u2019kit far mesle hi\u00e7. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur, n’kit far tunelli q\u00eb s\u2019po ka as drit\u00eb as sen. Njiher tybe kesh tu\u2019 menu, mos jom jasht me naj ven\u2019; se Ganiu, kusherini jem, m\u2019pat thon q\u00eb atje jasht\u2019 njerzit jon shum\u00eb t\u2019ftoft e as nuk i folin k\u00ebrkujna, as sen. Po tybe un\u00eb as p\u00ebr te\u2019 Kosove nuk jom dal\u2019 kurr\u2019. Njiher u pata shku me bab\u00ebn deri te kufini; edhe at’her na pat\u00ebn kthy se thojshin ju ka dal afati let\u00ebrnjoftimit. O ve\u00e7 sa brima u shku prej bab\u00ebs tem at dite, haj\u2019 Zot runa. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb isha habit\u00eb tu\u2019 e menu at\u00eb far kohe, a kom harru krejt ku jom tu u gjind. Numrova deri n\u00eb dhjet\u00eb kur qe po doket pak do drite tybe, po doket si me kan\u2019 der\u00eb. E u afrova, e u munojsha me ja gjet\u00eb brav\u00ebn, po\u2019 renet me ja terezit\u00eb nuk ishin. Qysh po lidhet njeri kaniher. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur apet do hapa, krrup e krrup, dikon po e n\u2019ij q\u00eb po afrohet, pasha eshnat e bab\u00ebs. E un\u00eb m\u2019eta tu\u2019 e lyp\u00eb brav\u00ebn, e tu\u2019 u dridh\u00eb prej tute… Kur qe, prej nji deres tjeter q\u00eb kish qen\u00eb ngat, nji koftlarg po e qel\u00eb deren. O, kur e pash\u00eb, urina nuk priti hi\u00e7 me i dhan\u00eb leje, ve\u00e7 kur e v\u2019rejta q\u00eb po m\u2019vjen di\u00e7ka nxeht. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7far dreqi syt e mi pan\u00eb, pos ata harrubetat qe i qitshum me i tut zo\u2019jt mos me hi n\u2019ara; bile, bile ky koka i kuq. E ma bojke me sy, e nuk e di \u00e7ka m\u2019boni, po ve\u00e7 kur e kom pa veten tu\u2019 ec\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr zjerm. Kam\u2019t ja kishin nis\u00eb me mu kall\u00eb, e e thirrsha qat far sdi-\u00e7ka-me-i-thon. Po\u2019 jo, nuk n\u2019ijke hi\u00e7. Ku me dit\u00eb, nashta \u00f4 smut najsen\u2019. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
O, i mjeri un\u00eb, po\u2019 ku po m\u2019bjen n’men\u2019, more, me ja bajt\u00eb gajlen e huj, kur po m\u2019doket q\u00eb paskna me u kall\u00eb me dreqne. Oh, \u2018far cope koka dreqi, rrababum knej, rrababum anej. Oh \u00e7ika e Bacit, perpak m\u2019ra plisi. Kur, tu\u2019 iu flug atij far shejtani, hini te nifar dere, e m\u2019folke n\u2019vesh… M’thojke, \u201ceh more Bac\u2019, q\u00eb ka me tu kall bofa<\/em> krejt se sa zullumin e ke b\u00f4, nuk e di a po t\u2019kujtohet\u201d. <\/p>\n\n\n\n E t’ja kom nis\u2019 me brit\u00eb, q\u00eb asi brime s\u2019e m\u2019aj n\u2019men q\u00eb kom b\u00f4 ve\u00e7 n’luft\u00eb niher, kur na pat granatu shkau. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Kur, pa prit\u2019 pa kujtu, nja pes\u00eb a gjasht\u00eb shejtana me brina mu kan\u2019 afru; e sa brima ju shkojke, haj Zot. Un\u00eb p\u00ebr veti e paskna hong\u00ebr, thash vet me veti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Po\u2019, n\u00ebse qeky koka xhehnemi nuk koka qaq keq, qysh thojke hoxha i katunit. Po\u2019 tybe pata ni p\u00ebr to q\u00eb rrenc\u2019 \u00f4. Nuk kom dit\u00eb sen\u2019 ve\u00e7 kur m\u2019ka prit\u00eb njani stupc n’lul t’ballit, e ma prej asaj dite nuk m\u2019aj n\u2019men sen\u2019. Ve\u00e7 e di q\u00eb m\u2019kan b\u00f4 dreqnihane e p\u00ebrte\u2019 dreqnihanev\u2019.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nji \u00e7ik\u2019 e kishin lidh\u2019 p\u00ebr njifar kauqi t’madh, e \u00e7ka s\u2019i bojshin. E prekshin ku s’duhet e ajo u knaqke krejt. E tani, do \u00e7ika t\u2019Hasanoviqe, besa i pash\u00eb. Ato ishin dal\u00eb defteri krejt. Ishin kan\u2019 tu\u2019 pi asi far vene t\u2019kuqe, e do djem ju kishin flug p\u00ebrmas. Mu as nuk m\u2019fol\u00ebn bile, kur… ve\u00e7 pak, ve\u00e7 pak… Se po e shoh Uk\u00ebn e Ismetoviqe, ai ish\u2019 kan\u2019 tu\u2019 bo qef me at\u00eb \u00e7iken q\u00eb ju \u00e7ojke atyne asi far pijesh. Thash, \u201ceuu q\u00eb koka hup\u2019 burrnia krejt\u201d, kur edhe pak tu\u2019 venerue nji \u00e7ik\u00eb me njifar miniqi; ish\u2019 dalldis\u00eb krejt. Ve\u00e7 k\u2019cejke e k\u2019nojke, e tybe nuk ja n\u2019ijke a p\u2019e sheh kush, a jo, ah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Plisi m\u2019kish ra dikun\u2019 mu, e mu kish kall\u00eb. Edhe un\u00eb kadal-dale tash poget qe po i paguj gjynahet. Eh i shkreti un\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ma kish\u2019 marr menja kurr\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebr ato shuplaka q\u00eb ja k\u00f4m jep Elhemes vi n\u2019kit deregje. Po\u2019 tybe tash mos me ju rrejt\u00eb edhe me Vahiden e Beqirit goxha do tentime dashurie i patum pat. Po\u2019 tash p\u2019e dini edhe ju vet\u00eb q\u00eb mu paska kajt\u2019 nana. <\/p>\n\n\n\n E tungat njiher, me Bacin, se edhe un\u00eb shkova, e bile nashta Vahiden e kom knenaj. Hajde selam bonju krejtve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Doruntina Berisha<\/strong><\/p> Aktualisht studion arkitektur\u00eb,<\/p> Dhe ka pasion artin, <\/p> Te gjitha llojet.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Shqiptari n\u00eb Xhehenem | nga Doruntina Berisha<\/p>\n Po\u2019, n\u00ebse qeky koka xhehnemi nuk koka qaq keq, qysh thojke hoxha i katunit. Po\u2019 tybe pata ni p\u00ebr to q\u00eb rrenc\u2019 \u00f4. Nuk kom dit\u00eb sen\u2019 ve\u00e7 kur m\u2019ka prit\u00eb njani stupc n’lul t’ballit, e ma prej asaj dite nuk m\u2019aj n\u2019men sen\u2019. 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